As of a week ago, my usual schtick around this time of day would be finishing my vlog edits, rendering, exporting and then uploading to YouTube. But… not this time.
It’s been one week since my last vlog and to be honest, it didn’t feel weird until the past couple of days. I haven’t touched my camera set-up and I haven’t taken FCP off my dock but I can’t shake the feeling that something’s missing. Maybe this is what it feels like for recent amputees? Though, to be fair, to a much lesser extent – all limbs accounted for and operational.
I’m still sure this is what I want, though. Despite the occasional tinglies, despite the little voice in the back of my head saying “Shouldn’t you be doing that something right now?”, the hiatus feels good.
As for when I’ll be back to the YouTubes? Dunno yet. Not thinking about it. Right now, all’s I’m thinking about is what kind of poutine to go get.