Guy came over for emergency Chinese food and a talk (and a vlog too). I’ll have the vlog up later tonight hopefully.
After talking with Guy, here are my feelings about what happened with Danny:
1) I feel bad that he was hurt. I didn’t mean to hurt him, and I’m sorry.
2) I’m not going to stop sharing details of my life on my vlog. It’s important to me and it’s therapeutic. But I should talk to my partners about this in the future before I vlog about them.
3) I’m sad that I won’t be seeing Danny again because I really liked him.
4) I’m angry with my Mother for setting me up on the date, when I was already seeing Danny. That wouldn’t have been my choice, and I wish I hadn’t gone on the date. It caused this huge misunderstanding that has led to this big ol’ mess o’mine.
5) I don’t want to date anymore. There’s too much drama, and I need to concentrate more on my videos which are very important to me.
Okay. *deep breath*