Just editing my newest vlog, which’ll hopefully be up later tonight! It’s about the next season of Doctor Who which I’m super excited for…even though it’s a long a time off. :(
As I edit though, I can’t stop myself from thinking about Kumar. I’m a little bummed out by the whole thing. I mean, it was going great! If it could have gone on longer, it could have been even better. I can’t help but ask myself if I made the right decision. But then I try to imagine myself in a committed relationship – and I immediately know that it wouldn’t have felt right, or have been what I wanted. And that wouldn’t have been fair to him. I suppose this is for the best. I’m just not ready yet. Whatever that means.