Today was kinda a weird day…but not a bad day!
When I got up this morning, I was still thinking about Tim and was REALLY tempted to call him. But what would I have said?
“Hi Tim…just thinking a lot about you and feeling some serious regret…no big deal. Oh, do I want a relationship with you? Uh, I don’t even know actually. Sorry to waste your time!”
“Sure, I’d love to meet your new girlfriend! (not!)”
And then my decision to NOT call him was confirmed when I read a few comments on my blog! Thanks so much for your help PhantomObserver and SexyNerdReader! You guys really helped a girl out. How’d you get so wise?
ANYWAYS, what I did instead was go out with Kumar again! And it was really fun! Okay, so I broke my rule and talked about Tim, and he talked about his ex…but I think that’s okay. This is only the beginning and if this is what’s happening…then this is what’s happening and that’s okay by me. We talked about other stuff too, and it was really comfortable. A comfort level that might have come from talking so much about our damned exes! (Pardon my Français…)
So I’m excited to see Kumar again, and maybe one day I’ll contact Tim…but not today!