Just got back from a coffee-talk-hangout with Tim, partially so I could bask in his intelligence/warmth aura and partially so I could vent a little about Guy’s slightly overbearing fear of germs…
And Tim’s always sweet to lend an ear to my worries, so I really appreciate it. What a good bf!
So then is it really bad that when Tim started talking about school again, checking out this one, and maybe going to scout out that one…it irked me a little?
Irked me in the way that Tim going away would/is going to SUCK. I’m happy for him going back to school and doing what he wants to do! So why can’t I focus on that instead of being a total putz about it and moping (albeit secretly)??
First I can’t talk about it with Guy, and now I have to “pretend” to be happy about it with Tim? I don’t need to pretend, I AM happy!