Aaaah. You feel so much better after you’ve gotten something off your chest. It’s amazing to me sometimes how anybody is able to keep a secret – especially big secrets – it feels so good to me when I just purge myself of all the negative thoughts in my head and get them out in the open. I feel so light. So free.
WOW. I sound just like Darcy! You know who Darcy reminds me of sometimes…Posey from Mission Hill! So much! It’s so good to have such a chilled person in my life….and she gives wicked massages too!
I called up Jay after work today, and I told him how I was feeling crappy about our last date, and how it bothered me that we kinda had a fight sorta kinda…and he said the loveliest, most refreshing thing ever – “I’m glad we fought. It means we’re friends and like….you know…more than that too.”
xoxoxoxoxoooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo!!!!!!! Right?!
Anyways, in the afterglow of the conversation I decided to call up Guy too. (I had been avoiding it ever since he had kinda hinted that I had a tendency to “meddle”) sooo, I purged my feelings all over that bitch! Guy’s kinda a vulcan when it comes to feelings – but even he recognized that I just care super hard for him.
We’re gonna hang out tomorrow after work so he can catch me up on all that is Marjorie! Woohoo!